When Ah jed meets his destiny in dream

Hey folks another rare update to my no-body-cares blog before I flew to UK.I, myself dont believe in the existence of god which ironically defies the first rules in Rukun Negara.I dont believe in destiny and fate either, but all thats happening in these few days made me rethink my statement again.

Every time I dreamed, I dreamed of some random short events that is going to happen in the future. It happened to me since I was a child round 5.In these last few months, the dream has became clearer and clearer to the extends that I know which car with what plate number is going to show up when i made the turn.I can also know what reply am I going to get from my friend when i asked on a certain question.I try to stop myself from asking the question(going against destiny), but i just cant , the question just blurted from my mouth 'naturally'. Of course as a human, I was amazed with my ability but at the same time i was scared, I freaked out.

Usually when I dreamed of a certain event in the future, it was an event that is going to happen around 6months later in the future but in these few days,the event happened 3days to 1 week after i dreamed it. What message are the dreams trying to convey to me? Will I have a future in the next 6months?This I am not sure. Freaked out as i am I did a quick google search and I found out that I am actually not alone....

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20080124150228AAcXmaD

and theres a facebook group on this issue as well

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Sometimes-I-Dream-The-Future-But-I-Dont-Remember-It-Until-It-Happens/262366431622

according to one of the answers in the yahoo answer group...
'I've had that happen too. It usually only happens when I'm really tired though. I think what happens is that when the situation really happens, your brain thinks that you preveously dreamed it. But in reality, you didn't really dream it, you just think you did. At least, that was the conclusion I made about what was happening with myself.'

The answer does not make me feel better anyhow, cause when i dreamed I dreamed to the detailed in the future event like car plate and every line that my friends is going to say in the future BEFORE the event took place.

I hope something like 'Final Destination' aint going to happen to me.


Maybe i didnt have a future after all, If my journey is going to end in this few month I seriously hoped that 'the dream' is going to tell me when i was going to depart. It aint scary to die, it is scary when your fate is not in your hands.

When Ah Jed meets pui por

Okay folks, another rare update to my dead blog.Today, I overslept and missed my morning class.The alarm in my phone aint working right anymore. To be honest, to be truthful, to be 'not lying' I was kinda glad , I slept at 4am last night and I dont want my Jason Mraz alarm to wake me up.

Okay I am in fact guilty of missing the class today, but even if i am guilty, even if I am wrong,that does not change the fact that i am still a normal human being, I need my breakfast. I was all alone in my house this-morning, so no leeching for free breakfast today. The easiest, convenient-iest and budget-iest breakfast will be chicken rice,So i drove my car to the nearest chicken rice stall near my house.

before you read the next paragraph, I would like use this opportunity to tell all the reader that I do not judge a person base on their appearance.I understand and I am well aware that I am not the best looking guy in the world, but I do try my best to be nice to all people.

At there I met a blazingly, oversized woman in typical OL's attire,bobstyle hair, and a nerd glasses.As a nice guy, as a educated person I lined behind her. I also understand that a woman will feel insecure and unsafe when a 6-foot tall unshaved man suddenly stands behind her.She looked back, staring violently straight at my eye. I smiled at her, to clarify the doubts,to clear the fog, sending her a 'I am here to buy chicken rice only and I am hungry' message. She mumbled something, and then look away.Of course , i respected her, she is feeling unsafe, she is feeling violated, she is being psychologically raped, I decided maintain a distance from her after I ordered my chicken rice. She then again, stared violently and angrily at me, even though I maintained a 'safe' distance between me and her, then again she mumbled something and looked away.

I feel so offended, I am ugly, I am fat, and I din shave this morning granted! But which part of me deserves this kind of treatment from her? I give myself many reasons to forgive her, like 'okay i guess she is having her period today', 'she had just lost her job', 'her boyfriend refuse to have sex with her because she is too ugly' or 'her boyfriend just dumped her because she peed at his car'. After giving myself so many reason, and again as an educated man I decided to forgive her.

After answering my mom's call, a honk on the street caught my attention. I looked at that direction and saw that fatty in her blue colour kelisa showing the 'finger' to me.I mean if you wanna do cool things ,if you wanna test your guts you should do it in front of me. I will definitely lay my fist on her anytime, if she does this in front of me. And yeah dont let me see her fat ass on the street again, or else I will definitely give her a free moral lesson in a hard way with the assistance of my co-lecturer , teacher or whatever you wanna call them.

If she think that I am hitting on her just because i smiled at her, she is terribly wrong. This is what we call 'daily etiquette'. When I go to pasar, the malay aunty will smile at me, I go to mamak, the indian waiter will pat my back and ask for my order and I go to bah kut teh stall, the tauke will chat with me. Fatso!this is what we call 1 Malaysia.

There is 2 thing that I regret today,
1) I couldnt lay my fist on the fatso's face
2) I could not take a snapshot of that fatso,

So far in every post of my blog contains picture, so I just googled some random picture and put it in this post.



p/s:To the 4 beautiful lady in this picture, I know you are an angel, i know you are kind-hearted woman, and i know 4 of you do contribute to your country in many ways, if displaying you beautiful picture in my blog does offend you, please e-mail me and i'll remove it immediately.